Anonymous asked:


200: My crush’s name is:
 fuck that shit
199: I was born in: a hospital

198: I am really:
197: My cellphone company is:
196: My eye color is:
 grayish blue
195: My shoe size is:
194: My ring size is:
 idk 7?
193: My height is:
192: I am allergic to:
 pretty sure I’m allergic to my pets lol
191: My 1st car was: ‘04 Chevy malibu

190: My 1st job was:
 on a ranch
189: Last book you read:
 I haven’t had time to read lately
188: My bed is:
 where I cry
187: My pet:
 is my bestfriend
186: My best friend:
 is my bestfriend?
185: My favorite shampoo is:
184: Xbox or ps3: Xbox

183: Piggy banks are:
182: In my pockets:
 I don’t have pants on
181: On my calendar: all of my friends birthdays 

180: Marriage is:
 something I dream of
179: Spongebob can: make a good patty

178: My mom:
 gave me half of her genetics
177: The last three songs I bought were: I don’t buy songs oops
176: Last YouTube video watched: fuck her right in the pussy

175: How many cousins do you have?
174: Do you have any siblings?
 2 little sisters
173: Are your parents divorced?
172: Are you taller than your mom?
171: Do you play an instrument? learning

170: What did you do yesterday? went to a pumpkin patch with my family

[ I Believe In ]

169: Love at first sight:
168: Luck: no

167: Fate:
166: Yourself:
165: Aliens:
 who knows
164: Heaven: idk

163: Hell: idk

162: God:
161: Horoscopes:
160: Soul mates:
159: Ghosts:
158: Gay Marriage:
157: War:
156: Orbs:
155: Magic: no

[ This or That ]

154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs

153: Drunk or High:
152: Phone or Online:
151: Red heads or Black haired: black

150: Blondes or Brunettes:
149: Hot or cold: cold

148: Summer or winter: winter

147: Autumn or Spring:
146: Chocolate or vanilla:
145: Night or Day:
144: Oranges or Apples:
143: Curly or Straight hair:
 doesn’t matter
142: McDonalds or Burger King:
 Burger King
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: milk

140: Mac or PC:
139: Flip flops or high heals:
 flip flops
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor:
 sweet and poor
137: Coke or Pepsi:
136: Hillary or Obama:
135: Burried or cremated: burried

134: Singing or Dancing: both duh

133: Coach or Chanel: idc

132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks:
131: Small town or Big city:
130: Wal-Mart or Target:
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler:
 adam sander
128: Manicure or Pedicure:
 mani pedi
127: East Coast or West Coast:
126: Your Birthday or Christmas:
125: Chocolate or Flowers:
124: Disney or Six Flags:
 six flags
123: Yankees or Red Sox:
[ Here’s What I Think About ]

122: War:
121: George Bush:
120: Gay Marriage:
 it’s not gay marriage it’s just marriage
119: The presidential election:
 we don’t have one right now
118: Abortion:
 pro choice
117: MySpace: what is that

116: Reality TV:
 it’s stupid
115: Parents:
 they’re the reason I’m alive
114: Back stabbers:
113: Ebay:
 love it
112: Facebook: it’s alright

111: Work:
110: My Neighbors: the little kid is super cute

109: Gas Prices:
 are finally going down hallelujah
108: Designer Clothes:
 idk I love my designer jeans tbh
107: College:
 it’s for me
106: Sports:
 I watch me, used to play em
105: My family:
 my life
104: The future: scary

[ Last time I ]

103: Hugged someone:
 2 seconds ago
102: Last time you ate: 5 minutes ago

101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: yesterday

100: Cried in front of someone:
 I don’t cry in front of people
99: Went to a movie theater: to see TMNT so a couple months ago

98: Took a vacation:
 for my birthday lol
97: Swam in a pool:
 a couple months
96: Changed a diaper: a month

95: Got my nails done: a couple months

94: Went to a wedding:
 it’s been a while
93: Broke a bone:
92: Got a peircing: a couple months ago

91: Broke the law:
 I’m an alien
90: Texted: 2 seconds ago
[ MISC ]

89: Who makes you laugh the most:
 probably Naomi
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is:
 my family
87: The last movie I saw:
 I don’t remember
86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most:
 being comfortable with myself
85: The thing im not looking forward to:
 school tomorrow
84: People call me:
 Bethany or beth
83: The most difficult thing to do is:
 stay positive
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket:
81: My zodiac sign is:
80: The first person i talked to today was:
79: First time you had a crush:
78: The one person who i can’t hide things from:
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking:
76: Right now I am talking to:
 no one
75: What are you going to do when you grow up:
 I thought I had it figured out but idk
74: I have/will get a job:
 in ag
73: Tomorrow:
 is Monday
72: Today:
 is Sunday
71: Next Summer:
 i better be happy
70: Next Weekend:
 with Kim and Tara
69: I have these pets:
 3 dogs, 2 cats, 1 turtle
68: The worst sound in the world: someone eating with their mouth open

67: The person that makes me cry the most is:
 lol no
66: People that make you happy:
 my family and friends
65: Last time I cried: Thursday

64: My friends are:
 my strength
63: My computer is:
 At home
62: My School:
 I honestly love it
61: My Car:
 makes it possible to have a life
60: I lose all respect for people who: are not feminist

59: The movie I cried at was: Marley & me

58: Your hair color is:
 no I hate it
57: TV shows you watch:
 supernatural, scandal, SOA
56: Favorite web site:
55: Your dream vacation: anywhere as long as it’s with someone I love

54: The worst pain I was ever in was: 
I always think it’s the worst when it’s happening
53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium rare

52: My room is:
 my favorite place to be
51: My favorite celebrity is: Darren criss

50: Where would you like to be:
 exactly where I am
49: Do you want children:
48: Ever been in love: nah

47: Who’s your best friend:
46: More guy friends or girl friends:
45: One thing that makes you feel great is:
 knowing I helped someone
44: One person that you wish you could see right now:
 my meemo
43: Do you have a 5 year plan:
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die:
41: Have you pre-named your children: I love melody but idk about a boy

40: Last person I got mad at: my sister

39: I would like to move to:
 the country
38: I wish I was a professional: photographer bc they see more of the world

[ My Favorites ]

37: Candy: Reese’s

36: Vehicle:
 I’m a Chevy and Toyota girl
35: President:
34: State visited:
 I’ve only been to Nevada lol
33: Cellphone provider: Verizon

32: Athlete:
 homeboy Derek Carr even though I’m not a raiders fan lol
31: Actor: grant gustin

30: Actress:
 I don’t really have one tbh
29: Singer: Daren criss

28: Band: the amity affliction

27: Clothing store:
 idk hot topic
26: Grocery store:
 the cheap one
25: TV show:
24: Movie:
 little mermaid
23: Website: tumblr

22: Animal:
21: Theme park:
 six flags
20: Holiday:
 probably Halloween
19: Sport to watch:
18: Sport to play:
17: Magazine:
16: Book:
 Harry potter nerd
15: Day of the week:
14: Beach:
 new port
13: Concert attended:
 bmth and adtr
12: Thing to cook:
11: Food:
10: Restaurant: Sakura

9: Radio station:
8: Yankee candle scent:
7: Perfume:
 lady gaga fame
6: Flower:
5: Color:
4: Talk show host:
3: Comedian:
2: Dog breed:
 Australian shepherd
1: did you answer all these truthfully? yes

I am in a war
it is a constant battle
a fight to the death
a conflict of thoughts
I have to be a warrior
every day I have to fight
and remember that I am worthy
I deserve to be free
I deserve to get better
and some days I’ll win
and some days I’m going to lose
but I will never give this up
I will be a warrior
and nothing will stop me
I will recover.
You’re in love again.
I know this because you used to look at me that way
and your hands are bruised
from holding her too tightly.
She’s softer,
you don’t cut your teeth
on her razor blade tongue,
don’t choke on the smoke
in her lungs
or the alcohol clinging to her breath.
I know you love her more
than you ever did me.
Her hands shake when
she touches you,
she doesn’t keep a steady heartbeat
and a sense of self-defeat.
You tell me she sets your heart on fire,
but every time I came towards you
with a fire in my eyes
you tried to snuff me out.
I am a fire of a girl,
and I will